LOVE.

jAKE.

all there is to that.

School is fucking over for me.
hellzyeah to that.

I keep on hurting myself.
My mom is starting to think its on purpose.
smh.

and to be told.
I love him.

Relationships.

Relationships one word: whatever.
Baby you said you love me but yeah I forget you love everybody.
You never cared.
Never will.
Why did you even waste your time on me.
Sorry death not such an easy thing to get over.
But yeah you don't care.
If you really wanted it to work you would have done it.
But I know the real reason.
Go to her.
Love her.
She will do better than me.
I'm sure of it.
Guess you were wrong you weren't the right one.
But my life story.
You will never understand.

Must say this was the most epic week ever.

May be the most happiest person...for now.

I figured the unexpected moments are pretty much the best.
My cheeks hurt. :( I've been smiling way to hard. :D

everybody noticed that.

Mr Fear: " why are you smiling. That's not usual "

Seneyah: " she's smiling because... (glares) oh shush!

" I'm smiling because the most amazing guy happened".

There are downs to this but I try to ignore it.

Besides now nothing can ruin this.

<3 <3

ALONIZ!...friends. ah i love it.

so tonight.
made me smiley.
i havent seen any of my loves in a hundred yeqrs plus one.
kayla yes your boobs have gotten bigger lol.
everyone describes you as the black girl with the big boobs. ...lucky.

robert.
spin me again that was fun. im not light.
you makes me smile.

fama lets party!

huda you my sexy wife.
if i had a choice to start this night over
i would.

Rick.

thanks for breaking my heart.

these people i call friends.

kristie. its been a day and i already miss you.
fama. yea saturday were partying.
jasmine. lets take more pictures.
kiki. your worst than kwame.
marjorie. you pretend you dnt like me but im you best friend? lolwut.
shawn. touchie.
juan. annoying but i love you.
kayla. im jealous of your industrial.
nicole. you always understand.
bree. weirdo.
rebecca. you scare me i love you.
robert. XD.
clarissa. you always take the blame for me.
bonnie. mwuahh.
sam. kristie needs to like you agaiin.

Bree.

She stalks the hell out of me.
Its scary.

Today is annoying and its only noon. smh.

That kid Brandon- Oh god you annoy me.
and stop singing.
your laugh...yea stop that too.
Mr.Tomblin- 3 words "I hate you"
you really think i actually care if i dont speak loud enough. im pretty sure you wont die if i dont speak loud enough so you will get over it.

I DO NOT SQUEAK WHEN I TALK!!
katana. one of these days.
Hope off juan i cant believe i actually went out with you . You make me regret everything.
i know one thing.
im over you.
shawn and joseph- stop touching me.
shawn you smell really bad and i prefer your scent not on me.
and joseph you just weird. i mean who stabs someone with scissors.
fags is what i call them.

wow.

tell me this guy is not singing a demi lovato song.
XD.
really?

omg.

i am really going to stab this guy right now.
the just had to put me with the most annoying kid in the class.
he needs to realize we are never going to be together.
this year needs to hurry up and end.

The facts still remains..

that...

i love you.
do you love me?

i want you still.
do you want me?

these feelings im trying to hide.
your killing me inside.

i know its my fault its this way.
do you agree.

we are better now than we were before.
i forgive you.
just dont hurt me again.